yesterday was a cheat day. not a cheat day, but a cheat dinner. i had some Chinese food 🙂 it wasn’t a crazy cheat, but it was stuff i normally just don’t eat
it was gooooooood!!
i proceeded to have a rough night.
i will explain.
it doesn’t help that yesterday was a highly emotional day.
i spent the better part of the morning driving like a mad fool – trying to get to someone.
i really believed that someone i love very much was dead.
and a long story
so i am not even going to get in to it. but all is well…no one is dead…the world is as it should be
but i gotta tell you, i was left drained.
enter in Chinese food and well…the rest will make sense.
i had nightmare after nightmare last night.
people that are no longer a part of my life were in my dreams
being rude, mean and bully-like
i dreamt about worms and maggots – millions of them all over the ground
being collected and thrown at me
i dreamt about being chased by people who once were in my life
trying to kill me and hurt me.
i don’t know how many times i woke up last night sweaty and freaked right out!!
every single dream – or should i say nightmare felt real when i woke up and i needed a few minutes to figure out that they were just dreams.
maybe Bill Cosby was on to something.
i remember watching the Cosby show and he couldn’t eat anything late at night that was bad for him cause he wouldn’t be able to sleep well.
i blame the Chinese food. it was good…but man – not that good!
today i resume my normal life. Chinese food free.