i apologize for not being as “present” as i wish i could be. it’s been an unusual couple of weeks…”trying” to say the least
and finding my mojo…to try to inspire and be light hearted has been difficult
as much as i pride myself as being the class clown…i do get affected…i do get bummed out…and sometimes silence is the only way i can deal with it.
it’s funny…because i noticed tonight how my blogs as of late have been how i’ve been neglecting my routine – my health
and i know why it is…although in my blogs i’ve written that i “just don’t get it”
i do get it. i am going through something personal. but all is well and i will survive. it’s not anything that needs to be said here…i got the blog next door to air my dirty laundry
but i am fine…and getting on track
god forbid i let some idiot drama take over my health.
onward i go.
so can i tell you how weird the weather is? really. i should be used to it considering i live in Canada.
the other night i was bundled up in my fat pants, hoodie…and had the fire place going…two hot baths later and i was still shaking from the cold.
tonight i am prancing around in my underpants with the a/c on.
gotta love it
as i said earlier, i’ve been struggling. that’s a hard place to sit in when you are a comfort eater
i think that’s why it’s been so easy to stray – and not take care of me as best as i can.
it’s been naughty, bad food that has made this bad feeling even worse. at the time it feeds my emotions. at the end of it all it just makes me feel 10 times worse
i decided i needed to get out for an awesomely on track delicious dinner.
and so to the Keg i went.
of course…no meal is ever complete without this starter:
i like my meat medium rare, anything else just wouldn’t suffice.
take a look at my nom nom’s
looks delicious right?
a few bites into it…i realized it was cooked to at least medium well..if not well
it was disappointing. i was looking forward to this night for ages.
i don’t complain. i am just not one of those people.
but i was just so disappointed..i really wanted to let them know…and so i did
i had filled up on the veggies…so i wasn’t so hungry
but my god, i dreamed about tonight and my prime rib.
wouldn’t you know, the manager came over…said he saw my plate
could totally see that it wasn’t medium rare and was comping my dinner
was there anything else he could get me?
i am just not used to that. i felt terrible even mentioning that my prime rib was not up to par
but here they were apologizing to me…validating how i felt…comping my meal…and asking if they could do anything else to make me happy
i think i have been living in a bubble.
see…people think i am a bitch…i’ve been wanting to blog about this for a while but get distracted by other things…other things to write about
but a meeting with a complete stranger over a month ago has left me changed and constantly in thought
i promise to get to that in a blog very soon.
but i am not a bitch (as much as i like to say i am)
i do not like drama or conflict and so i usually keep my mouth shut
and so tonight was a whole new experience for me
i was not happy…and i was heard…and respected.
what an odd feeling.
and because of this…i will go back again
there is something to say about being valued.
sorry if i am all over the map. i blame the tasty red wine lol
happy weekend all