one of those days

today is one of those days.
I woke up on the wrong side of the bed.
I am in such a foul mood i can’t even stand myself.

i know this will pass…but i am in the middle of a mood i feel i cannot shake
i hate days like this…when i can’t even stand myself.

it is hormonally fueled…my brain knows this
no matter what i do though i can’t seem to talk myself down

i had a lovely conversation about the kids in my life this morning and that made me smile
and feel ok for a while…but that emotion didn’t last long.

today is gym day.
sitting here with an ever growing headache and being in such a terrible mood…is making me think of every reason not to go to the gym.

instead i would rather go home and curl up in a ball and feel sorry for myself.
cause you know… that will get me closer to my goals.

i need to snap out of this.  stat!

maybe kicking ass at the gym is exactly what this girl needs.  either that or ice cream.

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3 thoughts on “one of those days

  1. davidisfat

    Get up! Walk over to the largest mirror in your home; look at yourself, and tell yourself what a beautiful, intelligent and funny woman you are. I hope this helps.

    Kindest regards,
    David

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  2. Maxine's Daughter

    I truly miss my Korean/Vietnam Vet, who started out as a truly incorrigible inpatient (who went AWOL from the hospital more than once) who ended up being one of my best friends… hard to believe he’s been gone for 10 years now…. anyway, when i’d go over to visit and ask how he was doing he’d reply…. MY HAIR HURTS! ( he was bald…lol) or I’M NOT PLANNING ON BUYING ANY GREEN BANANAS….. yeah, i got it too…. today especially…..if the diagnostics don’t kill me first on trying to get my back fixed….yesterday was traditional X-rays…..doing moves i should not do with my present back….Well, some days only the PISSED OFF gets you thru the pain…. one thing for sure….it eventually does pass…..lol

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