i know this will pass…but i am in the middle of a mood i feel i cannot shake
i hate days like this…when i can’t even stand myself.
it is hormonally fueled…my brain knows this
no matter what i do though i can’t seem to talk myself down
i had a lovely conversation about the kids in my life this morning and that made me smile
and feel ok for a while…but that emotion didn’t last long.
today is gym day.
sitting here with an ever growing headache and being in such a terrible mood…is making me think of every reason not to go to the gym.
instead i would rather go home and curl up in a ball and feel sorry for myself.
cause you know… that will get me closer to my goals.
i need to snap out of this. stat!
maybe kicking ass at the gym is exactly what this girl needs. either that or ice cream.