i got some upsetting and completely unexpected news before lunch time
nothing i care to get in to here
but lets just say…it left me feeling stressed out, anxious and defeated.
i don’t deal well with stress.
i either bottle it up inside or try to nurture myself with food.
i had this upsetting conversation right before lunch.
i went downstairs and suddenly all logic and common sense disappeared
they were serving these:
and so i ate them. to feel better. ’cause you know how that works.
i don’t feel better. actually i am pretty sure i feel worse.
throw my guilt in to the mix and you got one awesome bee.
ugh. i guess i will be working my ass off tonight…literally.