the dress

every girl has the dress…ok… and perhaps the odd gentleman lol

but ladies, you know what i’m talking about right?

that one dress that you would give your first born for.

ahhhh the dress.

my dress has been sitting in my closet…for over 5 years now.
it has survived every closet cleaning
because i don’t think i will ever be able to get rid of it...ever.

i remember the day i bought this dress…who i was with…the feeling it gave me when i slipped it on.
the hours i spent staring at it and was amazed that something so beautiful…made me feel even more beautiful…so very feminine.

i was able to wear this dress twice…a few months apart, for 2 different events.
then the dress was never to be worn again….
the joys of getting fat.

it’s beautiful.  the softest material i ever felt against my skin.  it is black, long…with a train at the back..spaghetti straps…and just completely sexy and very form fitting.
it shows off every curve my body owns…and for some reason it actually makes my breasts look huge!!
it is just beautiful.

i have a black tie affair to go to this evening.  i emailed the person hosting this cancer charity event to get clarification on the dress code.  his response was…whatever makes you feel fabulous.
so i thought…awesome!  fat pants it is!!!!

i took the dress out of the closet…grabbed the strapless bra…and did something that could go either way.
either the dress would fit and i would go insane with joy…
or it wouldn’t fit and i would sit in the corner and cry.

it fit kids.
and it made me feel fabulous.

i ran laps around my house screeching like a little girl…woke the puppy from a dead sleep…

i have pics but i am not sharing them today.  the pics were taken when i had no make up on and was extremely stressed to the max about my mom
the dress looks fabulous…but i do not.

if i get any from this awesome charity event…i may just post.

cheers to the sexy black dress that every woman must have!!

on to completely unrelated news…but of course…

i heard this song (thank YOU for posting this on my facebook) and of course i got all weepy. Sara Bareilles has that power over me.

she did a cover of Yellow by Coldplay.  Click here to listen and love.

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5 thoughts on “the dress

  1. Maria

    Love it!!! 😀 I used to have some jeans I kept around just to see if I would ever fit into them again. You know what? I passed the size of those jeans 4 sizes ago! LOL.

  2. jmjbookblog

    Awesome, bee! The dress is beautiful and I know you are going to look gorgeous in it and you will rock the event tonight! I hope you get some pix to post for us. 🙂 Give little Kali a hug for me. I pray that you get good news about your Mom soon. 🙂

  3. Susan

    Wowee, baby. I seem to have missed the post between the one about the beautiful you in the beautiful dress and your mama. I hope things with her are improving!!

    And congrats on the dress. My fat pants and I salute you with all our hearts. Post pics!! Wanna see….meanwhile keep it up and have a great time tonight!!

    1. losing bee Post author

      thanks 🙂 no pics unfortunately…although there were people who were hired that took a ton!
      mom is having her surgery today. she will be fine…thank you for asking!


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