it doesn’t matter today
doesn’t matter at all.
it doesn’t matter what i decide to eat, or if i walk 5 miles, or do 45 min of cardio.
it doesn’t matter how small my waist is getting
or if i am simply having a fat day.
it just doesn’t fuking matter
actually, it seems so very insignificant and trivial today
to worry about things that ultimately don’t really define my existance.
what matters today?
that i am here typing this…healthy, alive, capable and loved
what matters is the mother who is fighting for her life
her 4 children
and the millions of people everywhere…praying for her.
what matters more than the lunch i decide to eat today?
that she kicks cancers ass. that the brain cancer won’t take her away.
what matters more than all the insignificant, trivial little things in life?
the big things.
the people in your life
all my thoughts and prayers are with S and her family right now.
if you are so inclined, please say a prayer or light a candle, or think good thoughts.
that’s what matters.