i think my external drive just died on me.
it made some god awful sounds that scared the cats away…and my computer will not recognize the device.

what this means?

everything i have ever written in the past 5 or so years…gone.
GONE.

all my writing is gone.
possibly the worst thing that could ever happen to me right now.

2 years of pictures of my nieces’ firsts…gone.
GONE.

years and years of pictures of people i love and have loved…gone.
GONE.

i need someone to seriously talk me off the Ben and Jerry’s ledge right now.