i think my external drive just died on me.
it made some god awful sounds that scared the cats away…and my computer will not recognize the device.
what this means?
everything i have ever written in the past 5 or so years…gone.
all my writing is gone.
possibly the worst thing that could ever happen to me right now.
2 years of pictures of my nieces’ firsts…gone.
years and years of pictures of people i love and have loved…gone.
i need someone to seriously talk me off the Ben and Jerry’s ledge right now.